During the rough times…

When you think the world give up on you…
When you think that no one believe in you…
When you don’t know what to do…
When you lost the confident in you…

It is also the time when you found true friends who will be there for you,
with a box of tissue, just sit there and listen to you sobbing all night…

Someone who won’t  judge and comment on you, but giving endless support and shoulder to cry on,
You know it…that’s the true friend who truly understand and care for you!

I’ve never expected that anyone will know about it,
I thought I’m tough enough to keep it all by myself…
Just because of a call, she knew there’s something wrong,
And she save me from hell.

I thank God for giving me such wonderful friends…
They are my sweethearts~~

Thank you Winli, CS, Rei, KV, Chris, Ney, Joseph and Jovi~~

True friends are everywhere if you cherish them!

After 3 days…

…of my first life experience to work OT for 3 days straight!

I’m finally back to my bed and can throw all the frust out of my head~~
But I’m sick also… *no H1N1*

Okay lah, I’m just exaggerating and making myself sadder…
I just gotta try to adapt to a whole new environment and working life!
I choose to leave the cold icy calm place and get near the heating up fire…
So I should fight back for my dream…

Just see how will it be later,
Yvonne, stay calm and relax…
You can go through everything~~

Please give me strength, love and support…

I really need it to make me happy!
Seriously, I feel down and sad easily lately, but I hope I’m okay lah~~
Maybe just PMS!

It is okay to work in this company, but I just need some time and miracle!

A new beginning…

Hey! I’m BACK to update this dusty blog~~

Some friends have been bugging me to blog,
I just don’t have the motivation to edit pictures and upload them!
Since my life = work, shop, rant, sleep and eat…plus Kpop music!

Guess you guys would be sick of me posting all my hauls from shopping,
And also all the food that goes into my large capacity stomach.
Same with the sh*ts that I get rid off daily! LOL

Okay,
I’m here to let you guys know that…
I’ll start working in a new company few hours later,
NERVOUS!!
Looking forward to it but afraid because everything will be different!

Well, I’ve quit working for my mum’s friend…
It’s too far for me to travel to work and I got a little bored with the people there!
Now I’m giving myself another chance to venture into the design field again.
I’m going to work in an Advertising design company dealing with below the line design.

Wish me luck and let’s see how far I can take it…

I miss my intern’days with Mediacorp Publishing~~

Double-two…

It’s my birthday again!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! (:

Well nothing much to spazz about it…
I wish for more love, happiness, perfect fit health and less emo moments!
If possible please make my prince appear this year~~

P/S : To my twinnie, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU!! Twenty-two edy…
But we’re not gonna let others call us OLD! We’re still awesomely gorgeously young!

Did I lost my youth or something?
Why I feel today is nothing? Just the same as any other ordinary day?
And I’m not looking forward to my birthday at all…

I lost my happy smile lately, please return it back to me!

生日快樂！ 我對自己說。。。

Phisy hae!

Hello!

I miss phisy fishy boy so much,
I hope they’ll come to Malaysia soon!
But I know I still gotta wait for a long time…wtf!
So just drools over these pictures I found first~~

Dong Hae…

Killer stare…

Awww…

<3

Specky Hae…

Okay enough enough…
I can never get enough looking at Dong Hae’s pics!

Eunhyuk is so gorgeously cool in his new style!

Hyukiie

Ahh…EunHae ♥

Credits: on picture~

Please love them!!!

Emofied!

I’m still emo-ing…

PMS? wtf!

I just hate everything…everything!
Every single thing I saw and heard~~

Poke my eyes and make me deaf please! T.T

Emo mo…

Thanks to all my friends,
Thanks for listening to my random rants…
Thanks for being there for me,
I really love you guys/girls!

Everything off the chest…

Vote Earth!

World’s first global election…
You gotta vote!

Choose between Earth and global warming.
I’m telling you to vote Earth.

Please register at http://www.earthhour.org/malaysia to sign up,
And pledge your support towards Earth Hour!

Turn off your lights for one hour,

8.30pm – 9.30pm on Saturday 28th March 2009

At least that’s how you could start and help to save the world!
So let’s participate and tell your family and friends.

Let our precious Earth to cool down at least for an hour okies?

13th, the lucky day…

I don’t like friday the 13th, because I’ll have bad luck on that day…
Late more than an hour, broke my sandal’s strap, rainy days, traffic jam…
But luckily today still doing good!

Except I’m hating the rainy days!

I love sunshiny morning!

My sunshiny~~

But no worries, I’ll have 13 shining stars to cheer me up later!
Lalalalala….hopefully everything goes well for them!
Can’t wait to see them to reach No.1 on all the music chart~~

I hope today will be a lucky day for them!

13 shall be OUR lucky number~~~

*I can’t wait for their comeback performance on Music Bank!
Will update and post the video later~~

Super Junior – Sorry Sorry @ 090313 KBS Music Bank

Their first comeback performance…

Super Junior – Why I Like You @ 090313 KBS Music Bank

And I love this too…

I have only one wish now,
I wanna date all 13 of them!
Ehh…no Kibum in the performance!

Okay lah, Lee Dong Hae is more than enough!
I’ll be grateful if I could even see him again for an hour!

Seriously, you’re blind if you think none of them are gorgeous and sexy!
Please don’t comment anything about them!
They are my love! Okay shaddap and just listen!

Please bring my 13 boys to Malaysia again~~

You’ll know they are coming back…

…when you saw ELF creating fan-made teaser videos and promotional items!
*They are really creativeeee!! ♥

Well for the real teaser you can click on the picture below…

♥ It will be 13eyond your imagination….

How can I not be happy and start blogging about them???
They are coming back in few days time!!!

Now let’s watch this!!!

Super Junior – 3rd album ‘Sorry Sorry’ 30secs Teaser

Ahhhhhh….gorgeous!

Why do I feel like it’s almost a remix of Mirotic + Gee together??

And SM Ent. should really hire ELF to work on the album promotional plan…
Just look at this video…

Fan-made – Super Junior’s 3rd album Teaser

Even a fan-made video can be this good!

13eyond your Imagination…

Happy Chinese New Year!

Gong Hei Fatt Choi!

It’s already the 8th day of CNY…
Time flies, back to work edy~!

There goes my CNY holiday…
Spend most of my time with my family!
Omo…I haven’t upload those pics from December 08!
It’s already February 09!
I’ll try to update all tomorrow since I’m taking leave!
Tonight need to ‘Pai Thee Gong’…

Lion dance!

Sienz lah…I gotta work alone for whole day!

Time of my own…

I’m gonna post something about me today…

I am a homey person…
A typical home girl who loves spending more time at home…
Most of my friends know that I prefer spending qualities time at home after a long week of work!

I dislike having last minutes plans that’s why I rather stay in!
I feel uncomfortable and hard to enjoy myself for last minute plans…
The homeyness is the best thing of all…

I do what I want at home, rest and recharge my energy…
Plus one main point of staying in is…
I could save money and I have my mac mac with me…
And I could surf the net all day…
Watching videos on Youtube and do some self-learning on different topics!
Internet is the best thing ever invented…I don’t even need books now! XD
Call me “Ms. Google”….lol

Plus I have a small yet cozy house…
With warm loving friendly family members!
And an extreme hyper doggie!
They make me feel easy to be with…

One of the reason why I love spending time and going out with my mum is…
She’s my friend…I tell her almost everything!
And hey how many years more can you spend so much time with your parents huh?
They can only accompany you till half of your life span…

So that’s why I tend to put my family first for all my weekend plans!

P/S : And please don’t blame me for FFK you all during the weekends,
cos sometimes I malas wanna explain~ Now you all know why lah~

Estée Lauder TurboLash Mascara…

Woot Woot!
First lucky moment of my life in 2009!

I won the Estée Lauder Turbolash Vibrating Mascara!!
It’s the first vibrating mascara in Malaysia…
But Lancôme will be coming out with their one vibrating mascara too!
I think the name is Lancôme Oscillation mascara!
I’m using Lancôme Virtuose mascara now too and loving it!
Oh the first makeup item that I bought was a mascara too~~

Estée Lauder TurboLash Vibrating Mascara!

I’ve never thought I would be that lucky to win a prize,
50 lucky winners and I’m one of them…
I’m indeed very lucky!

I don’t remember whether I did win any prizes before in my entire 21 years of life!
So I’m so excited about it since there’s a launching event and I’m invited for that too!
There will be some celebrities and models there too…

BUT!!

It’s on Tuesday 20th Jan 2009 from 2.30pm till 3.30pm!
I know…I gotta work! wtf.
And taking leave just to get the RM115 mascara doesn’t worth it

All I can do is either I don’t go and give it to the next winner…
Haha but lucky me, they allowed me to give the chance to my friend!
So I messaged Dookie since she’s into makeup too!
And she’s willing to go and collect for me…
Plus she get to go for the event and let the makeup artist to test the mascara on her!
Sankyuuuu girl!!

Read about the event at Dookie’s blog!
She bought one for herself too!

Lucky luck please keep on coming to me~~

Hectic month…

This month would be a busy month for me~~
I haven’t get to shop since the last time was on 31st December…
And it’s for my friend’s birthday present although I did bought something!

長命工夫長命做…

There are quite a few shipment going out lately…
And I gotta submit stuff for the documents to the ministry to approved them…
I must say, the people there are really lazy!
They are just wasting my time even though there’s some online e-system!
But it’s useless, I still need the dispatch to send the documents there!

I guess I’ll be busy till CNY~~
Then I gotta enjoy for a week!
And damn I can’t get to go out and shop for this weekend!
Still got some extra design job to do, gotta get it done before my uncle kill me!
Just for the sake of some extra cash!

I gotta go shop for my CNY’s clothes after work next week…
Lalalalala…spending own hard earn money = HAPPINESS and SATISFACTION!
Winli get me some hot dresses from Bali please~~~

That’s just sad that I won’t be getting monthly allowance from Dad anymore…
Although it’s only RM300,
I’m proud of how I could save money by skipping lunch last time,
And eat at home most of the time…
Just to get the something I like for myself!

Dad don’t usually pay for my stuff,
All he does is feed me till 肥肥白白~~
He would only pay for my groceries shopping!

Now I’m happy with my earnings and spending…
I can even save now to get something for mum and Cookie!
But I’m spending a lot lately these few months,
Up to RM800 a month…wtf!
Where do I get so much money to spend?
Thank God I still see increment in my savings~~

Urghh…I just don’t have the mood to do my work on Sunday~~
Ahhh~~ I still got a few posts to update for December! Lazy!

I love Baek Ji Young’s songs lately~~ *emo emo*

Comeback Gee…

First comeback performance by SNSD on MBC Music Core…
It was supposed to be yesterday on KBS Music Bank,
But not sure what’s wrong between KBS and SM…
I hope it will be alright soon, since Seung-Ri manage to perform yesterday!
So how come SNSD can’t perform huh?

Girls’ Generation (소녀시대) – Gee & Way To Go @ 090110 MBC Music Core

Geeeeeez…it’s awesome~~

I think it’s a good comeback performance~~~
You can hear fans cheering for them…
I guess anti-fans should be singing along with them now! Haha!
So many people shout out the word “Babo (바보)” during Jessica’s part…

Ohh remember to watch in HD!
So much better than the LQ version that I saw earlier~~
Okay…I should stop singing this song…
Addicted edy~~

I should watch and drool over Seung-Ri’s performance now!

Nobody but Heechul…

I found some clips of this crazy dork doing Nobody’s dance!
Saw it at Coolsmurf’s site though…
And that crazy dork just so entertaining and cute doing all these…
Can’t stop laughing at his dorky-ness~~

Heechul and Wonder Moms – Practicing Nobody’s Dance

Wonder Girls’ Number 1 Fans is Heechul~~

There are a few more clips there from the same account…
Just click and watch it yourself for some entertaining moments from Heenim!

Heechul – Doing Rainism’s Dance

More like Heenism~~

미쳤어!!
I just like this crazy dorky boy!!!

Ahhhh I miss SJ boys so much~!

Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee…

Gee Gee Gee Gee, Baby Baby Baby….

New mini album cover…

Geez~~
Just saw Girls’ Generation’s new music video on YouTube…

Girls’s Generation (소녀시대) – Gee MV

Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee…

Haha the lyrics of this song just stuck in my head all day…
So colourful and they looks much mature and still cute…
But somehow the concept is a bit like the left over from SHINee’s concept!
Oh…SHINee’s Minho is the guy in the MV~~

What’s wrong with the staff and producer of We Got Married huh?
They are now putting Taeyeon and Hyung Don ajusshi as a couple! *wtf*
Thank God I’ve stopped watching WGM…
They should at least put her with a pleasant guy like Junsu!!!

This song will be in my iPod’s most played list soon~~

A change in me…

I’m feeling a change in me….
Neither good or bad,
It’s just a change and I think it might be a good thing for me.

Life’s a lesson for us to learn for living.

Problems are endless…
Methods of solving them varies from A to Z…

Like I said I prefer to stay calm and silent lately,
That’s a big change for a fire bull like me!

I know no matter what I feel, think and say…
Some people would not understand me…
Stay calm and silent makes me know that,
Somehow someone would understand me without me forcing them to do so.

No point explaining, clarifying everything and prove others wrong.
We won’t know whether our decisions and actions are right or wrong,
Till we saw the problems surfaced…
Even a change does not means it’s a good thing to change.

Is just a change and we’ll see it coming.

P/S: I wanted to post something thoughtful but worried that someone will think elsewhere, and I don’t wanna let everyone know about my thoughts because some said I shouldn’t be too personal in my blog since it’s public but it’s just my true and real thoughts in mind which I don’t even know is good or bad. And some said others might think that I’m trying to find a way to publicize myself. Neither for fame or for anyone to read, it’s only for me to record down what I’ve learned in life. =)

I saw a full gorgeous rainbow today! It’s awesome and pretty!

Working life…

I’ve started my working life for a month…
Everything’s fine and going smoothly right now,
I’m happy with my job and having a great time here.

But I’m doing something unexpected again…
It amazed me too!

Like last time I wanted to go for business/economics courses…
End up I’ve signed up for graphic design course!
I like to think creatively and doing creative works,
But minus the stress!
I always hate how useless and lousy I am in sketching…
And most of the time, I can’t sketch out the ideas on my mind!
So after slacking for months, I think that design jobs are not for me.

I planned to work for a year if I could find a job that I really like,
No…I just don’t have the urge to look for design jobs anymore.
I thought maybe a year later I could further my studies overseas,
And it might help to boost my confidence with a degree in my hand.

After working and discussing with my brother,
I’ve decided to continue working, although as a shipping executive only.
I don’t have much experience but simple job like this is not hard to pick up…
And I could learn some business basics here…
Perhaps I could start my own business someday with my own savings!

Now there’s no point to further my studies,
Cos I just wanted to get a chance to enter university and stay abroad alone.
Not to study lah….just wanna enjoy traveling around.
So I should just earn money and go travel around the world freely…

I don’t think there’s a problem with being successful without a degree right?
As long as I have a smart and creative brain…
And nothing’s wrong with working in different field from what I’m majoring at,
I still could earn big bucks and enjoy a simple life.

I’m getting old, simple and calm life is what I’m looking for…

MBC Gayo Daejeon 2008…

A nice performance to start off my new day~~
Waited so long for this collaboration,
And now…WONDERBANG~~

Wonder Girls & Big Bang – Special Stage

How can you miss this lah?

Totally awesome!
They did some changes on the lyrics and all…
I like Ye Eun and Dae Sung the most~~
Love their vocals~~

Big Bang with Mini Big Bang – 붉은노을 (Sunset Glow)

Cute little boys~~

Oh and another performance that you gotta watch!
Dance battle between JYP and Rain~~

JYP and Rain – Dance Battle & Dance Collaboration

Hot, hot, hot~~

Nothing much to talk about the KBS Gayo Daejeon…

Happy 2009!

Happy New Year 2009!!

A new year ahead and hopefully no more drama in my life please!
And more savings to my bank account!
Ohhh…I want a happy healthy wealthy life!

Happy New Year 2009!

Will update about my New Year Eve’s celebration later…

A brand new year for me~~